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I HOPE YOU’RE WATCHING
I WANTED TO OPEN THE EP WITH THIS SONG BECAUSE IT DEMANDS YOU WATCH AS I POUR OUT MY HEART AND SOUL. I HOPE YOU’RE WATCHING is my raw reply to the kinds of relationships that need you to be down so they can feel high.
In both the writing and the production, I wanted to create space to sit with that uncomfortable, stagnant, and often unspoken feeling — to let it breathe, then release it.
YOU GET OFF TO PHOTOGRAPHS OF ME IN DESPAIR
LYRICS
Beauty but I’m not the beholder
Sorry I know im a little too withholding
Should I be a mess in front of you I swear
You want me to show how much I pull out my hair
I don’t wanna fall apart to show you I care
When you tell me to bleed
I hope you’re watching
When you tell me to scream
I hope you’re nauseous
Colour in my eyes with versions of me I don’t recognise
You tell me to bleed
I hope you’re watching
Golden, you try to block out the sun
You’re falling, I don’t follow coz I can still out run
What do you want from me
I don’t want a mess in front of you I swear
You get off to photographs of me in despair
I don’t wanna fall apart to show you I care
When you tell me to bleed
I hope you’re watching
When you tell me to scream
I hope you’re nauseous
Colour in my eyes with versions of me I don’t recognise
You tell me to bleed
I hope you’re watching
Sorry I’m not bleeding out for you coz
you want someone broken to hold on to
Sorry I’m not bleeding out for you coz
you want someone broken to hold on to
When you tell me to bleed
I hope you’re watching
When you tell me to bleed
I hope you’re watching
